Lily Allen breaks down in tears amid David Harbor split rumors

Lily Allen She finally processed her breakup with David Harbour It says “Miss me?” podcast, revealing that she is taking a break to focus on herself.

Speculations of infidelity arose after the actress found her husband active on the exclusive celebrity dating app Raya.

Devastated by their breakup, Lily Allen revealed she struggled to focus while going through this difficult period, especially with young children.

In a recent episode of her podcast, which she co-hosted with Mykita Oliver, singer Allen addressed her breakup with Harbor, and opened up about her emotional struggles during a “difficult time.”

“I have a hard time paying attention to anything,” Allen said. Daily Mail. “I’m really not in a good place. I know I’ve been talking about it for months, but I keep escalating. It’s getting out of control; I tried.”

The “Dreamland” actress recalled her final moments of distress, including having a panic attack in “Miss Me?” Christmas lunch and leaving the theater show midway due to overwhelming emotions.

“I can’t focus on anything except the pain I’m in. It’s really hard,” she admitted.

The singer also spoke about her daughters Ethel, 13, and Marnie, 11, whom she shares with ex-husband Sam Cooper.

“I can say it’s really hard — they’re always there, and you have to be there for them,” Allen noted. “And that’s okay, when things in life are going well and you’re coping, it’s really good to have kids around who are one of the sources of happiness.” major in one’s life.

“But when things aren’t going well, and life is hard, as it is for a lot of people for all sorts of reasons, having to get it together is really hard,” she added.

In a podcast episode released Thursday, Allen seemingly confirmed her breakup with Harbor, admitting that she “wasn’t in a good place.”

While recounting a trip to Kenya with the 49-year-old actor, she hesitated when using the word “husband,” sparking speculation that their relationship ended after Harbor was discovered using celebrity dating app Raya.

Speaking about her upcoming three-week break from the podcast, the 39-year-old singer reassured listeners and dismissed rumors of a relapse due to her past struggles with addiction.

“I’m going away next week for a few weeks, listeners, but I want to reassure people because there’s going to be speculation because of the amount of time I’ll be taking away from drug rehab – I haven’t done that, and I haven’t relapsed,” she said.

Allen denounced the false stories circulating about her, and continued: “I have seen some terrible blind elements on the Internet, where my husband found me surrounded by men in a den. I do not know who is spreading these evil rumors, but this is not true.”

Allen reportedly went to Wagatha Christie to find out if her husband Harbor was seeking other women amid rumors of their split.

“Wagatha Christie” is a name linked to Coleen Rooney, the wife of former English footballer Wayne Rooney, after she went undercover to expose her colleague Rebekah Vardy on charges of leaking stories about her.

Suspecting infidelity, Allen is said to have gone undercover and rejoined the dating app Raya, where she first met Harbor, and pretended to be “looking for women” during the investigation.

According to Daily MailAllen discovered Harbor’s profile on the app, which had been active for at least a month.

“Lily was looking up women who were into Raya and cross-referencing them with women David follows on Instagram to try to find out who he was seeing. She was doing her own Wagatha thing,” a source shared.

“Lily has never looked at anyone since she met David. She’s devastated,” the insider told the news outlet. “He was supposed to vacation with her in Kenya over Christmas.”

Harbor’s dating profile on Raya, which was revealed by the media, reads: “Visiting New York from Atlanta.” He then describes himself as “the closet nerd who plays tough guys on your TV.”

Harbor has publicly discussed his penchant for whirlwind romance, admitting that he is often “easily swept away.”

In an interview with Women’s health In October 2017, the Stranger Things star spoke about his past romances, saying, “I’m better at fantasy relationships than I am at real, everyday life, but I try to direct myself to be realistic.”

Harbor explained the qualities he finds most attractive: “What I find most exciting now is sharp, intelligent, insightful women. People who think deeply, who have a strange way of looking at the universe, I’m very attracted to them.” I.”

“If I can find one of these girls who can put up with me, maybe I’ll get something,” he added with a touch of humor.

In a 2023 interview with People magazineThe “Hellboy” actor discussed his relationship with his singer wife, saying they are “getting closer and closer every day.”

The couple married in Las Vegas in September 2020 and have been very open about their relationship on social media, often sharing photos and videos of each other.

Prior to the interview, rumors of a breakup circulated when Allen unfollowed Harbor on Instagram, leading many to believe their marriage was going through a rough patch.

However, Harbor shut down the rumors at the time, saying their life was “pretty great.”

“In the end, it’s a very good thing because you get to know someone,” Harbor told the publication. “But, let me tell you, my wife likes it when I go to work because it’s good for her to have her life and it’s good for me to have mine, and it’s good for us not to bother each other by being there all the time.”

“We have these two children, which is so wonderful,” he added, referring to his stepdaughters. “We have to raise them and stuff, and as our marriage goes on, we get closer and closer.”