Granger Smith’s wife reveals that a husband puts weapons in the mouth after the son sank

Granger Smith’s wife, Amber Smith, opens up a devastating separation in their lives.

the A 46 -year -old rural star A 42 -year -old actress suffered from a tragedy in 2019 when her 3 -year -old son drowned in the swimming pool outside his home in Texas.

Granger had previously revealed his memo “Like the River” in 2023, where he almost took his private life after he reached one of his lowest points after losing his son.

In her upcoming memoirs, “The Girl on the Foundation of the Pigeons”, Amber told the horrific night to try Granger near suicide from her point of view, in detail how her husband put “a cold 9 mm in his mouth.” She also told her that after years of his proximity to pulling the trigger.

“It was with the men in Boys, Idaho, one night after a show,” Amber began in an excerpt from the book published by People magazine on Thursday.

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“They walked to the local bar, laughed, and told the old stories, all while drinking it more than it had been since then The river died. “ It continued. “When the evening concluded, he found himself drunk as he returned to a tourist bus alone.”

Amber wrote that when Granger returned, he struggled to reach the tourist bus because he could not remember the door icon – a set of numbers on which hundreds of times pressed.

Once the bus entered, Granger realized the severity of the situation “because” he was not drunk for a long time. “

Amber wrote: “For fear that this would cause all feelings and pain in the floods, and soon he grabbed the grass and took great success, in the hope that he would get it out of his alcoholic condition a little, but nothing has changed.”

The amber described how her husband was immersed in the “syndrome” of tormenting the mental images of the last moments of their son.

She continued: “I attacked River visions, and Town confirmed in the swimming pool his ideas and lies, his conscience that he was a failure as a father, and that he had failed the river.” “In a moment of complete despair, the gun that I fell in the stairs is floundering next to his bed for safety on the road, with the aim of ending the pain.”

“On that night my country An incredible sweet husbandThe wonderful father of my children, put the cold 9 mm in his mouth. “

The amber shared that she was still struggling with grief over her husband’s struggle with suicide during that dark moment.

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“I’m crying until writing this,” she wrote. “My heart breaks that he felt that this is the only way out. I wish I knew. I wish I had grabbed him, shook him, and said:” You are a good father! I love you! We got this! This is not the way! ”

“But I was not,” I continued. “Through God’s absolute grace, Granger realized that the voice quietly tells him to pull the trigger was not his property. He suddenly realized that he was being attacked. He was steeped in spiritual war.”

The amber wrote that Granger, who is now a minister, Convert During that moment of the crisis.

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“He did the only thing he knew his action, screaming,” Jesus, saved me! Save me, please, Jesus, save me! “I wrote in the book.” At that moment of screaming to God, the visions suddenly stopped, the gun slided from his hand and collapsed on the ground, slept in a pond of his tears, and he was fully dressed on the bathroom floor on the bus. “

Al -Anbar recalled that Granger wrote the next morning, saying that it was a “horrific night”, he drank a lot and “came face to face with Satan.”

“He never participated with me that he is close to pulling the trigger,” she wrote. “Not even three and a half years.”

In April 2024, Smith announced on Instagram that he decided to do so Retirement from countryside music aAnd ND “Like A River”, which was named for his late son, will be the last.

In an interview with Tonight entertainment In August 2024, Granger recalled that he had thought about his old -aged child – the daughter of London, the 14 -year -old, and his 11 -year -old son Lincoln – during the moment he was thinking about suicide.

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“I had one idea and Lincoln and London were my child at home. This was the first thought that hit me,” he said. “I thought I saw their faces and then said,” Jesus, help me. “

He explained that surrendering to his faith at that moment put it on his way to become a minister.

Granger said: “I said,” Jesus, save me, “and suddenly I felt life to stop for the first time.” “I stopped the slices. The gun slipped out of my hand, hit the bank, fell to the ground, was crying, and I was terrified of my naughty, my relatives, the weakness I was, and the lack of strength that I possessed and the weak man I was on. He all hit me at the same time and this was the beginning.”

Since the death of River, Granger and Amber, who welcomed their younger son, has become Mavrick in August 2021, it became explicit advocates of the safety of children’s water.