Kate Beckensel shares the mother Judy, if after a funeral

Kate Beckensal She praised her late mother and shared emotional moments from her funeral.

send Via Instagram On Friday, September 5, the actress, 52, shared a circular from her mother Judy Lowe Funeral. Louie He died in July at the age of 78 After a battle with stage 4 cancer.

“Dear Mama, the fact that you had to have a funeral at all.

Beckensal noticed that her mother did not want to wear her black loved ones and that she wanted to “celebrate life” – which she received to send.

The actress continued to describe her mother’s funeral as “full of love, happiness and joy, which is everything because of you and what you have brought.

the Black Canary Star spoke frankly About sadness She felt after losing her mother.

She wrote: “I think that the most difficult thing I had to do is to say goodbye to you and I have not managed yet, I am still reaching my phone in the early hours of the morning to send you and then realize that I will not get a response.”

“I will never overcome the mass of cement in my stomach, which I have instead of you. I hope to learn to carry it better than I am currently carrying it, which is peachy and not good,” Beckensel added.

While she made it clear that she is currently facing a difficult time Mobility in her grief, Beckensel said there are people around her to provide a “soft place to land.”

At the conclusion of the post, Beckinsale wrote, “I love you, Mama. You are in my blood. You are in my greatness, you are in my heart, broken or not there. I love you so much.”

In July, and Pearl Harbour Star participated the news of her mother’s death with a tragic Instagram post.

“I don’t want to publish this. I just publish this because I had to register my mother’s death certificate and will soon become a general record,” she wrote. “She died on the night of July 15 in my arms after an irreplaceable suffering.”